the path to my future is just straight aheadyeah. i really should be sleeping now. spring break effed up my sleeping habits.
whatever. feeling tired.. feels good.. sometimes. haha
idk. i got to reminscing.
how in grade 8 and 9, i had the greatest friends someone could ask for;
but now, most of them are gone. i hardly talk to anyone anymore. im so ghost?
i remember how i'd use to go out every friday, sleep over at somebody's house every weekend. now im just stuck at home all the time.
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how it was so easy to go through the day, and not worry about homework. when time went by so slow. but now, its going by so fast. i remember as though i was 13 and in grade 8 as if it were yesterday. as of today i'm 16 turning 17, and in grade 11. i'm in grade 12 in 5 months. graduating in a year and 3 months. going to university in a year and a half. half of me is excited for the new experiences, the other half is scared. scared to realize i've taken my childhood and teenage life for granted... i... i just want time to slow down, especially in the summer. next thing i know, when i wake up tomorrow, i'm 24 pursuing my bachelor of arts in psychology .. the next day i'm 28.. standing on the stage getting my phD for psychology, with wife and baby watching me. i'd better knock on wood because i dont wanna jinx it.
yeah . just a rant. i feel like im still 12.. but im 16, almost 17. CHILL OUT father time. haha
i dont know. i dont make sense at all. lol!
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