before i attempt to sleep...

i dont see a point in my sleeping for a long period of time anymore.
i dont see a point in me just being.
i'm getting so bipolar its not a fun thing to be.
i feel theres a mind block in my mind.
i hope its a block that blocks my mutant power from causing total chaos to those i loathe.



I'M WEIRD.

i want high school to be over.
i have one more year left.
i cant stand high school. everyone there just bugs the living hell out of me
i hate people.
HOWEVER (=\),
i love my close friends..
alan, nica, belle.. i love you three. really.
i also love navdeep and sabrina
life is so short.
i need a job to occupy myself.
God, make me witness a miracle from You. i need to start believing in You, and start having a little faith.

I'M WEIRD x 2

...or maybe i'm just depressed.
i hate people.
i am a ___________ .. that word used to describe people who have a strong dislike for other people.

i just dont care anymore.

sigh of relief .
NOT
i have chamber tomorrow morning. i should get to sleep
i need meds yo . HA jk

i am weird x 3

oh and i miss drawing and colouring and expressing myself

probably by tomorrow, i will be peachy keen again