fuck my academic life!

"death by stress"

I really dislike how things work for me.
For example:

I work hard = I do poorly
I don't work at all = I do great

WTF IS THIS?
yeah .. i got my essay back today, and i did HORRIBLE on it. Even though I passed, I still feel I could've done better. I got a 22.5/35. I almost failed my essay portion, which was 2.5 marks. I feel so stupid, cause everyone else got 30+. WELLLLLLL... i guess i'm gonna have to do better next time. BUT the next essay is on freaking frankenstein and i dont know what i'm going to do about that cause yeah.. i just dont see an essay coming from me from that book. I wish i was just a genius writer w/ proper writing etiquette.

GR WHATEVER -__-" . all i have to do is pass the course.

OH.. and phylius? HAHAHAH . omg.. that was so stupid. yeah anyway...

I'm excited for the career symposium tomorrow. But im not excited for missing class. eghh!

wtfbbqcoptercake!

... fuck my academic life!

... also, mad over reaction.

... whatever, venting through a blog is peaceful :)